Tuesday, December 16, 2008

2008 - No looking back


In 2008.........
I didn't blog that much because so many things have transpired in my life....I am not looking back but forward..
I turned 30. Wow, It seemed like yesterdau I was fifteen with no worries.
I went to Hawaii - had a boyfriend - came home - no longer had a boyfriend. I'm better off though, I didn't even go through a withdrawal period. Guess I didn't love him like I thought.
I quit a job that I hated - and got another job a month later that I hated - lol ---I am no longer there and have another job. I must look up stability in the dictionary.
I am seeing someone new - who has proposed to me. I am so unsure though. We will see.
I realized that I need to be a better friend and stop being self consuming.
I realized that I have a temper that I need to get in check YESTERDAY.
I realize that blog friends (Cap, Nicole, Muse, Eb, Wynsters, Miz, (forgive me if I forgot anyone) will stay around even when I'm not blogging like I should.
I think I stopped blogging because people very close to me began to read my blog and I didnt feel free to tell everything.
I have begun blogging on Essence, so check me out http://community.essence.com/profile/Lei.
In 2009 i will GROW.

4 comments:

Nicole said...

No looking back at all - it just makes your neck hurt. So glad you found another job. Take your time and you'll figure things out.

hdurrow said...

30! You've got so much good stuff ahead! Here's to 2009 being a great year for you! :)

wynsters the tigress said...

proposed? really? wow. think carefully amor. love is tricky. and forever is a very long time.

happy holidays!! :-)

Rich Fitzgerald said...

Not writing what you feel because others will see it is something I went through as well until I made up my mind that it was their problem if they couldn't handle it and not mine. I needed to be me, unapolagetically.